#100

Wow, 100th blog.
ok ok ok, where to begin?
nipples?!

Hmmmm.
Uni classes are over. I'm sad, kinda.
I now realise how many friend i made.
Like in classes, we joke around.It's just nice, like minded people.
I don't really have that many annoying people.
Like we've made plans.
Gonna see Angelic sometime.
Poker night with the study group.
Maybe clubbing with Joe after he turns 18.
And a camping trip.
It's just nice to be accepted in a group again.After high school you do miss it, Uni's getting better.

So now begins my 6 weeks off!
Boo ya!
Assignment's got to me.
Like I literally had to sing out loud at late hours of the night to not fall asleep or go insane!
Gonna miss the tut's, but I know we need new ones, to socialise more.
Adding Uni people on facebook.

Mum and Dad are fighting again, not talking.
What's it about? Money, what else.
Dad ignored me as well.
According to mum its all her fault were in debt.
Probably mine too.

Mum said something. It did kinda scare me.

"If it wasn't for you kids i would have left him long ago"
So it seems divorce is right around the corner.
Life sucks, oh well I'll live.
I need to get a job, to help with the bills.
I hate this economic crises. Especially if it does happen I'll have to support myself.
I don't want to think about the notion, but we all have to eventually 'grow the fuck' and prepare for the harsh realities. I'm frustrated about the fact that I'll probably never move out.

I restarted the piggybank system again, so far $20.
Aims of the holidays:

See high school friends.
Go clubbing.
Catch up on sleep.

(Y).

Thanks em and amanda for a few nights ago.
Don't really want to be too sappy on this.

Ok since its the 100th blog, here is one of the most awesomeist pictures in the life of Dejan Tomasovic, it should hold a space in the hearts of those that did ftv.


You-ve made your bed - You me at six; new favourite song.

Fail

I tried so hard not to conform to blogs about something sad.
I tried to continue with consistent happy blogs.
But you, why?
I just want to forget you. I just can't believe the immaturity.
Though I know I'll never forget you and that's what makes me all that much more mad.
The fact that thinking about you, actually hurts somewhere here.
*points to stupid chest area*
I know I won't me able to sleep now.
Because i inquired.
Stupid curiosity, why did I ever want to be your friend.
This is blog #99, better make the next one fucking awesome.
So I need something big to happen.

Confident

Ok Uni is pretty sweet, i take back what i said about it.

I made a close group of friends in one day!
Were contemplating a camping trip during the holidays.
All i had to do was;

1.Objectify women
2.Hit on all the women in the group
3.Make remarks about a dude's supposed sexual ability to make other people laugh
4.Act a little arrogant.

So basically i just had to be me.
Wow, why was it so hard to begin with?

Think i do regret a few things.
Like letting them get to me know me so quickly.
Cause now were in a computer lab, with about 20 people.
Discussing my sexual mishaps.
Haha at least the cleaner is having a good laugh.
Im about 55% done this assignment.
Though i whole heartedly intend to go to home and draw pictures of me and libby married once the day comes to an end.
(Y)

Good news

Today brings more good news.
I had a great lecture.
Surprisingly.
Cracked a few jokes.
Made a few people laugh.
Starting to like Uni.

I found out what i thought was 4 weeks of holidays.
Is now 6 weeks off.
Starting Saturday.
:)

Its good cause I'll finally be able to see friends.
I'm still making irrational choices but still.
Life is sweet.

I like this notion of being happy.
Hopefully will finish my assignment today.
Maybe I'll work on getting my P's.
Who know's.

A change in methodology

Scoreeeeeeeeee.
I got invited into a study group tomorrow.
Its a good way to make friends.
So i am starting early on my assignment.

I found out my classes stop this week!
So i technically have a month off.
Have to go back 3 days for exams.
Life is good.

Memory lane

These make me smile.
=]
That new cooking show bugs me.
People make food that makes you hungry.
Then 3 fat men eat it and bitch.
]=

Printed out the final assignment.
Doesn't look to bad.
Oh god GNW made me laugh today.
TV<3

BTW,
The blurry semi-red pic,

Was the RSHS musical.
Anyone remember?

Cloudy nights

I feel empty?
Like not depressed, or stressed.
Just bored with life.

I have one assignment.
When i think, what can i do?
Its all i think about.

I haven't started it.
I don't want to.
Even though, it'll gives me a reason to tell people,

Why i don't hang out with people.
Uni work sounds better than no one has time for each other anymore.

I need something.
I don't want to continue doing what I've been doing to feel alive.
Its not worth it.
It's to much effort.
I miss the good ol' days.

I wish i could go back to last weekend.
Everything pre-tuesday was awesome.
Life on a high.

Uni tomorrow.
Counting down 5 more days till the weekend.
You know when you get down, and you make a promise to god?
Like if this happens, I'll give up this.
I made one of those recently.
It happened, but not the way i was expecting it.
I think God was probably a lawyer before God.
Finding all these loop holes.
Non the less I'm gonna stick to my word.
And hope for the best.
It's all about faith, isn't it?