Goodbye, Peter

Ok, this is gonna be a long time.

Sara; not coming you see Red Cliff may in danger your life a little.

So epiphanies, how many time's have i used that word before.
More epiphanies as of late.
You remember that ep of Simspons when Marge does the A Streetcar named Desire musical, and there's a little song and jig entitled "You can always depend on the kindness of Strangers".
That's me, penpals, forums, friends of friends.
Like I met Gabi over FF11 and Mitch over group convo with randoms.
They turned out to be some of the best of friends.

I dislike when people psychoanalyse me, but it does some good.
I met someone, he's got like 3 jobs and still does uni.
Wow, i struggle with unemployment+uni.
I have friends now in my law lectures.
I had my first tut today, ice breakers are horrid.
I did befriend someone, a second year Business student.
I just hate being the youngest in the class.
Oh and i hate the old people.
They complain about technology!

Like this one guy today; bitched how he does everything on the computer and how its unfair that he was to write in the final exam! wtf seriously, its a exam!

fear i think the only thing i really fear is failure.

we all have dreams right, like ones we don't tell our friends.

because we fear nothing than failing ourselves.
i've been thinking about my end goals.
what if i can't achieve them?

Alright I got my future read today again.
My aunt's tarot cards.
Apparently I'm gonna fall in love in the next two years.
A friend is gonna stab me in the back too.
Then I have to overcome that person for the relationship.

While some people aren't all that into tarot cards and what not.
Like i can't say i'm 100% or what.
But when you do like the personality tests and what not.
It can get a little creepy scare about the accuracy.

Chatti's bday bbq tomorrow.
I have to do some shitty mandatory law library tour.
The Peter Pan syndrome is failing.
Though I still want to be the most childish legal practitioner.