Almost there

I have survived the bulk of my assessment.

I have one more piece then I'm done.

Aside from the end of semester exam.

Life's going pretty good.
I've come to the conclusion people don't change.
Unless they go into a relationship.
Which depends on who its with.
Also, people need to have more sex.
People bitch way too much.'

About other people, about insignificant matters.
And it's always those who aren't getting any.
Seriously, bring back friends with benefits.

Today i caught up with Joe.
Even though we go to uni together.
We haven't talked in ages.

I also ran into Lisa.
For those remember we were partners in the School Musical.

I really don't want to do my memorandum.

I wagged all lectures this week.
Skipped a tutorial, cause my tutor is a cow.

That i would love to strangle.

I also want a wii.
Someone buy me one!

Forever Young

Em's 18, fun, well needed.
Trivial Pursuit, quite amusing.
Trivial pursuit without pants, more amusing.
Even if i was the only one who depantsed.

Today was weird, i was gonna complain about you all.
For your lack of blogs, and it seems like you all wrote one today.
We'll 80% anyway.

I hate legal foundations.
I hate uni.
This semester hasn't gone to plan.
Oh well soon it'll be over.
Today was rough.
Like the biggest understatement.

I've decided to write cause i need a break.
Sick of choking back tears.
Libby, a real man can admit it.
Though i won't cry tonight.

September.
Holds quite a few memories.
One not so pleasant that i recall ever since hearing it on the news.
The death of someone, our age.
Nonsensical mindless violent killing.
The anniversary of his death creeps ever so much closer.
I have still yet to figure out if i knew this kid.
Though in the past 3 year's he's given me quite a lot.
He's a huge influence on my ego;

He's the general driving force my determination for continuing.
The reason i don't give up like others.

I still stride to be like him.
A memorable hero.
Who i hold in the up most regard.

Forever young,
I want to be forever young,
Do you really want to live forever?
Forever, forever

Let it come to an end

A decent blog is quite overdue.
Last semester i set out goals and objectives.
To be a better person,

epic fail.

I consistently wag lectures.
Never do my homework.
Leave assignments to the last minute.
Bullshit excessively.
Uni assessment is really just a utopia of lies.
I have yet to catch up with friends.

I just want this semester to come to a end.
I'm sick facades and false friendships.
I'm sick of the bitching.
I'm sick of the lack of sleep.
I'm sick of being unprepared.
I'm sick of thinking about you.
I need to get you out of my system.
One way or another.

Stalker's are weird and worry me.
I'm tired of always wanting more.
I'm sick of being you're dirty little secret.
I'm sick of people that wonder why i wont fuck them,

When their in a relationship.
I'm sorry i have stupid morals that limit where my dick goes.
Last thing i want to happen is karma

Putting me in that exact situation.

Good new's i found a decent job.
Though the more i think about it.
The slightly my chances seem.
Regardless i'm hopeful.

The next two weeks are going to be horrid.
Though after that I can work on peicing my life back togeather.
Clubbing, Drinking, Friends, Life's new experiences.
I'm also quite inflatuated with All Time Low - Dear Maria, Let me in.

Optimum

Life's generally going good.
I'm making more and more friends.
I got a few 18th's coming up so it'll be good to see RSHS folk.
I only have 3 more pieces of assessment left.
A annotated bibliography.
A legal interview.
And some legal report.

Did a speech today.
Handed in a annotated bibliography.
I'm knackered.

I need to go clubbing again.
It's been far to long.
I'm going on 5 hours of sleep.
So i'll indepth blog soon.

Arigato Mr Roboto

Coming home at 2am.
Worth it.
I've had a pretty fucking awesome week.
Got $1500 spending money.
$500 is staying with dad to build up interest.
I got my Xbox.
I did my multiple choice exam.


Some things did get me down.
I didn't get to see someone i wanted to.
People at uni are treating me differently.
I think i know why.
& if i'm right, its not my problem.
I haven't my high school friends in like a month.
I miss you hoes.

Last night was amusing.
Sexual conversations about the art of lasso.
Made me laugh so much.
Life's just good when you focus on the positives.

and!
Welcome Amanda to the blogspot cult.

Side note:
Waxing Girl.
I think we all know who I'm talking about?
Fucking idiot, i had to explain her facebook fortune cookie app.
Finding women appealing is growing more difficult by the minute.
Feminist, ignorance, fat chicks.
They day men become asexual, is the dawn of peace.
Till then i'll hope sex eventually does get better than Terriyaki Chicken.

Oh i failed with the coke.
I think i went a day and a half.
Started to get migraines.
I need to stop eventually.
Just not now.
Still nutella free though.

If this is it

Good news never goes unchallenged.

I hate the fact it appears as no one will let you be happy.
I've lined up my week with a bit of fun.
Today, coming to uni was the biggest mistake.
I've come to realise how much people love to bitch.
My uni group has decintergrated.
And ironically people blame me for it.
It's pointless, i know people are bitching about me.
I'm over it, i don't care.
You lose friends ever day.
I'm gonna try and focus on the positives.
Hopefully tomorrow will be kick ass.

Regardless, i've set a goal.
You know the get in shape by summer ones.
That we generally give up on because the heat makes us lazy.
70kg by Summer.
Gonna get back into my old exercise routine.
Gonna try and eat healthier.
I'm gonna go cold turkey on Coke.
& try to kick my nutella addiction.
Maybe give Tofu a go.
Ha, tofu, like that will ever happen.
Time to go research.
& resist all urges to make a huge as book fort.

Where am i going?

Last night i wanted to write this cause i was feeling something.

That indescribably feeling, where you think you can fly.
Newton Faulkner is a legend.
'If this is it' made me think about so much.
I'm rethinking my life.

I haven't been the best friend.
That kills me.
I complain about certain people who don't stay in touch.
What if there's someone out there that does the same 'bout me.
I don't know.

The thing that kills me the most.
Is how much time i have given to my friends,
& not the family.
After drinking with the cousins, i see what i miss out on.
I know they think of me as 'the little one'.
It's not what i think of myself.
But still.

This weekend i'm gonna do something i've been fearing.
I'm gonna go visit my cousin in prison with his wife.
I know its sad to say, i haven't gone.
& hes been in there for five months.
The one thing that i fear the most.
Is letting him see me cry.

Training on saturday was awe inspiring.
All the guys aside from like 3 others are fasting.
It was nice to be welcomed into their culture.
Their prayers are beautiful.

Like i can't understand a word.
But there's just something about the singing.
My sparing partner is working to memorise the Koran.
Just him walking around recalling it word for word.
Much more than i could do, to be sure.

Today, i've reaffirmed my belief in fate.
I won't say why but you never know.