Slow Recovery

Not a particularly good week.

You ever get that feeling that if feels like your up against the world, and regardless of what you do it seems that you can't connect with any of your friends?

That's life at the moment.
Quarrels, Silence, Ignoring

feels like a world of strangers.

Monday; shitty shitty Monday.
Have to wait for Monday to come;
So Uni can commence
So i can blow $220 on text books
So i can see friends
So I have the delight of strangers

So I can get a book to read
So Centrelink will open so they can fix my account
why aren't the weekends fun anymore?

18 is horrid.
We try way to hard to act old.
It's the middle ground between to lifetimes of fun.
From childhood foolishness.

& refusing to grow up so you act foolish.

I want to be 21 already.
I've now come to realise how many people i went to school with were airheads. It did surprise me. I had a talk with my relatives about careers. They're against me working for the UN, and not that happy about me being a Lawyer. I agree our legal system is horrible but still people need lawyers.

I just want to play pool and crack sexual innuendo's;
Is that too much to ask?