Gerascophobia

Oh this week has sucked ever so much.

First off all there all the bleeding.
The loss of dignity and ego.
Then i found my online account was hacked.
RMT's stole everything from ffxi.
Now i can't play for 2 weeks.
So SE can try and get my shit back.

Tomorrow's my sisters birthday.
My cousins being realised from prison on thursday.
The highlight of my day today is playing online checkers.

I feel old.
I've restarted Pokemon Diamond.
In the pursuit of getting a Lickitung.

I don't know if i want to do Justice anymore.
Like i prefer it over law and stuff.
But if i was a decent job, like a intel officer.
I have to go work in another state.
& very much so live a lie.
I can't tell people what i do.
I can't see the people i see now.
My cousin does it for a living.
He visits Brisbane like for like 2 weeks a year.
Like i get he gets to travel and what not.
Though i don't want to live a lie.

It hurts but its not bleeding.
Why is it when i go onto msn.

It's always people i didn't go to school that talk to me?
Like the only time i can carry on a conversation

With one of my "Best Friends" is when i have a story to tell.
When happens when i turn 25.
& Stop doing the crazy shit i am now?
What will replace the frenulum stories?

What i wouldn't do for a Bellsprout.