Current Mood: Apathetic.
Relax this isn't one of those my life is horrible, 'I don't want to live any more' blogs. In contrary it's more of a 'I want to live more' blogs. Life's been alright as of late, not depressing nor exciting. Like there have been many event's, let us ponder for a bit.
Uni has started up. Not the best start. Uni books have been purchased and well they've been a set back really (financially). Uni has begun. First day back i did what anyone would have done, i organised a hang out with friends i haven't seen since Uni finished in 2009. I came back to find people who still remembered who i was. This has made tutorials a lot easier well more tolerable. I found my little Uni group and we just basically resumed laughing and mucking around like we didn't even have the four month break. Though I've already missed more than my fair share of lectures. I haven't listened to the pod casts like i said i would, though no real surprise if you know me really. This will be a long year.
For over the past 3 months i have at least spent one day a week if not the entire weekending in Carindale. Last year i reconnected with my friend Sara and ever since i have been at her boyfriends house hanging out with them, my sister and Glen and a few other people. They're pretty awesome, I've found that people i went to school don't really do anything on the weekend or just don't invite me. I'm fine either way, I've made a group of friends that i can just go see when ever i want. Though it's not the person i am, I've still have little voice in the back of my head that wants me to be friends with everyone.
Work's been well work. It's still fun and I like it there and wouldn't want to work anywhere else. There's just a few things that get me down about it, just when you pick up on your flaws or people point them out. The worst part is when the flaw's are insinuated and just die a little.
Today i met up with Lauren. We went shopping and laughed. I criticized everything she wanted to buy. It was pretty awesome. I got drenched on my way to Uni and spent the first hour and a half in an air conditioned room. I think my tutor thinks I'm incapable of doing this subject, I'm sick of her talking to me in a condescending tone. I've decided to be a little bit honest with the class so what, i admitted to doing things last minute. You asked the question and now you judge me. Found out someone deleted me off facebook I know it sounds childish. I may have had feelings for this person. Oh well, doubt you ever acknowledged my existence. I'll get better, I'll do things my way, accomplish my goals and make you remember who i was.
Time to clear my mind so i can get some sleep, perhaps some meditation is in order?
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