So life has been pretty bland as of late. Today was horrible. Dad would not get off my cause. He wanted to abuse everything and anything around. I got a lecture because i didn't finish my lunch. He's made the same people who knows how many times for the past year, and i will always eat the same amount. He threw a fit cause he couldn't close the door. I snickered quietly. I haven't talked to him all day. Fuck off seriously.
No uni work today, no surprise. I was going to attempt a podcast but i found out I had to listen to it at Uni. So I'll be making the effort to go in tomorrow. Tepanyaki will quell my troubles. Work's been so so as of late. New Guy, i have nothing against him except the fact that I've been there 4 months and he's getting double the shifts i am; poor guy he only has a full time job and all.
I took home Devil Kings and Pokemon Soulsilver in Japanese, they make me feel better. I have to work on cheering up. I just can't wait for the weekend so i can go to Christen's and get away from all this. I keep getting told how i was the perfect child growing up in comparison to some of my cousins. Yeah, I don't have a criminal record, i don't do drugs, etc. Though i have one thing, a secret. It's insignificant in my opinion but it'll crush their worlds. I guess i wouldn't be so hardcore if i didn't have something i was intending in taking to the grave. We'll i don't want to, but as things are looking i don't intend on sharing it.
Grading this weekend. Not excited. Granted i am getting better but i still hate the whole progress. Road trip will be alright i guess, last one wasn't to bad but it's like i don't know these guys outside of training so i don't know what to say. I really hope i don't have to preform the demo material. Its a One vs One vs One choreographed fight. I know who'll ill be grouped with, and i know they won't know the moves and i know I'll stand there looking like a complete twat. Oh i get to get dropped during the One vs One, that'll be degrading and what not, yay Dejan.
Party boat was nice, good to see Flick, Bianca D, Tammi, Anna and Caela. Nice to see high school people you never 'hung out' with (Flick aside) and you're still able to maintain a conversation. Like, Me and Anna were Civic Buddies in grade 10 and we still recall that, Bianca and I both do law and are facebook rant buddies (Oh i was so impressed cause i was writing 'Me and Bianca' and i was like no, grammar power up), i knew Caela from drama and me and Tammi randomly bump into each other.
Regardless as of late, life hasn't been so great. I theres a certain girl out there who's having it a lot harder because of illness i wasn't aware off till she told me and her blogs make me feel sad because i care about her so. It's blogs like those that make me feel shitty about the person i am, but hey they help with the self-reflection.
Oh, Obi-Wan take me with you.
Please.
"This is my story"
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