Albatross

Today was pretty sweet.
Spent the day with mum.
We went to my uncles.

I managed to hold my ground,

Full Serbian conversation on Materialism.
I've never lasted so long.

Quite proud of myself.
(H)

Over the years i have become quite distant with my relatives.
I never knew how much it affected them.
I swear i saw their eyes gleaming.
Boy did i feel bad.

So I'm gonna make an effort to see 'em more often.
& spend time with mum and dad.

I had the option of going 'clubbing' with cousins tonight.
Like Serb only clubbing.
I passed, only one cousin was going.
I don't want to be a tag along.
It's also hard.
Cause i'm 18 and their 24-30.
I love 'em and such.
Just need to get over my self-doubt.
& dance.

Oh interesting fact.
Amongst their remenising.
I learnt back when mum and cousins were growing up.
If a person had their watch upside down;

I mean in the sense the clock part

was on the wirst; it was a sign they were in a relationship.
Does that apply here?

Excited about tomorrow.
Protest for refugee rights.
I don't know how strongly I'm for it.
We've been discussing it a lot in Ethics.
So I'm hearing both sides.
Its a hard topic.
I wish it was simpler, but its not.
Besides, everyone should have rights.
Right?
I think so, so I'll be there.

I spoke to Ben today.
4 months i do believe.
It was nice.
You don't talk to people for a while.
Then it just hits you how much you missed them.
I know its not likely I'm gonna stay in touch with all my friends.
I'm gonna try like hell non the less.

Comps back!
Online gaming.
It's good to talk to old friends.
A couple i befriended are having a baby.
I'm excited, i get emails from them occasionally.
She should be due really really soon.
Though I see now how people really overreact.
I befriended a french couple.
Learnt a few things.
I don't log on for a few weeks.
They break up.
"Oh big deal dejan" you say?

Jesus Christ.
I log on today.
He starts talking.
"She's this, she's that"
"Tell me if she says anything bad about me won't you?"
?_?

No offence.
In my experience this is the first time a guy's overreacted.
Aside from the whole,
"I love her one day, i hate her the next" thing
wtf
But yeah she was fine about it.
Didn't acknowledge me.
Bitch :L
I kid.
Though people gotta take a chill pill these days.

Thus is life so far.
(y)
I miss the consistency of friends.
I hope it'll get better.
I just miss hugging.
Walkway hugging.
Why is packed to the rafters winning so many logies?

Albatross->Word of the day->The little rescuers->
The boobs shot->'laughing out loud'.