Cloudy nights

I feel empty?
Like not depressed, or stressed.
Just bored with life.

I have one assignment.
When i think, what can i do?
Its all i think about.

I haven't started it.
I don't want to.
Even though, it'll gives me a reason to tell people,

Why i don't hang out with people.
Uni work sounds better than no one has time for each other anymore.

I need something.
I don't want to continue doing what I've been doing to feel alive.
Its not worth it.
It's to much effort.
I miss the good ol' days.

I wish i could go back to last weekend.
Everything pre-tuesday was awesome.
Life on a high.

Uni tomorrow.
Counting down 5 more days till the weekend.
You know when you get down, and you make a promise to god?
Like if this happens, I'll give up this.
I made one of those recently.
It happened, but not the way i was expecting it.
I think God was probably a lawyer before God.
Finding all these loop holes.
Non the less I'm gonna stick to my word.
And hope for the best.
It's all about faith, isn't it?