Ok so i wrong blog before hand.
Deleted it after 10 mins.
I've come to the realisation that
Deleted it after 10 mins.
I've come to the realisation that
I can write as many as depressing blogs
and no one cares. period.
I'll except that eventually.
Regardless how depressing it is.
The fact still remains.
I severely fucked up today.
And no one is gonna tell me it's gonna get better.
So I'm gonna try to move on.
Ok this is iterating, i go on msn.
Only one person now consistently says hello to me.
And only because they want to fuck.
I've known you for two hours.
And you expect me to be all BFFL like.
Is that what my friendships are deteriorating to?
Exams will soon be over.
I look forward to hearing new excuses.
I know that I've made few efforts to hang out.
Though that would because everyone is either working/studying.
Then the next day its like i had a awesome time with so and so.
I don't do rejection well.
Much like my new found stalker.
Though I've set a target.
An objective, a goal.
I needed a purpose to study.
So this it it.
After i complete this year of Uni.
I will send my application to the United Nations.
They have a 2 month intern program,
Fingers crossed.
Oh and get into a relationship.
As corny as sounds, i just miss having someone to text.
I'll except that eventually.
Regardless how depressing it is.
The fact still remains.
I severely fucked up today.
And no one is gonna tell me it's gonna get better.
So I'm gonna try to move on.
Ok this is iterating, i go on msn.
Only one person now consistently says hello to me.
And only because they want to fuck.
I've known you for two hours.
And you expect me to be all BFFL like.
Is that what my friendships are deteriorating to?
Exams will soon be over.
I look forward to hearing new excuses.
I know that I've made few efforts to hang out.
Though that would because everyone is either working/studying.
Then the next day its like i had a awesome time with so and so.
I don't do rejection well.
Much like my new found stalker.
Though I've set a target.
An objective, a goal.
I needed a purpose to study.
So this it it.
After i complete this year of Uni.
I will send my application to the United Nations.
They have a 2 month intern program,
Fingers crossed.
Oh and get into a relationship.
As corny as sounds, i just miss having someone to text.
18th of June = nightly sex fest. I miss you and PS when are you on msn boy?? Either your on when im away from the computer (i assume) or on too late, i wait up for someone to have cybersex with and i know you're the only one who would comply. Plus i like your brain. Odd comment. Love you dearly, ill prove so in the holidays :P
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