I'm gonna crack soon.
I'm just so sick of bottling my anger.
I went off at mum yesterday and i regretted it.
I just, i dunno, i need a holiday.
Even though I'm on one, i just want things to go my way for a change.
I have a constant migraine.
It's that "it gets worse before it gets better".
Internet wasn't working today.
So dad started banging everything, unplugging it all.
You know stuff that just makes you want to implode.
Like, stop winging it.
I think I had a few veins pop out.
Mum looks at me funny now.
Cause I've always been the kid that focused on the good.
Now I'm just another statistic in our modern world.
Though through the work of some miracle dad got the net to work.
Which doesn't really do much.
I got my notes.
Now realising i printed one i didn't need.
I got 67.3% for my last piece of assessment.
My lowest mark yet, (N).
It was good to see people today.
I did need to get out the house.
I saw Rosanna on the bus back (Y).
Now I'm gonna go sing a lot to some songs.
And pop some pills. Good night folks.
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