false pretense

This has been someone what of a tiring week

& I've been just choking on various emotions

so i decided not to write anything

Uni - Weird - Not fun - Fail
Literature view; about as fun as being reared by a rouge elephant

Fuck you JSB177
My 177 hates men/me
She a fugly arrogant cow with braces

Not looking forward to it

Josh is rad, he makes me laugh
Thank god hes in 177
He understands why i hate people

Training was amusing last week
I over think everything, like my life
That was taken away from me
We didn't look at theory, or combinations
Side A smack Side B
I was consistently side B
So i could stop thinking
I got punched kicked and what not
It was fun in a sense
Got rid of some tension

Uni staff is urgh
"dedicate your life to us yee mindless spawn"
I had a clash in a tutorial
Well a clash + being in a group with people who dislike me
I wasn't allowed to get out of it cause it wasn't life/death
So I am now participating in a 6 month endurance test

Once again a friend falls for my charm

Why am i such a babe; sigh
I hate rejecting people
I feel like a horrible person
Dating friends only turns out bad
People fail to comprehend that

Also women shit me off
Not this one i was just referring to
Talking about mindless hoes that find love in a week
I read my sisters contact list;

Get the fuck off slags
Seriously My one and only at 14
I'd turkey slap you if it wasn't classified as pedophilia
So i might go around punching people in the face
Just people in general; msn = fail
When someone asks you out, its not a declaration of love

It's a sublet invitation to see your vagina.

Currently listening to:
"This a story of a girl - Nine Days"
& its making me think of someone
not someone i want to bag
but someone who's hand i want to hold
she doesn't notice me
ok she does cause i make scenes

still, out of my league

/sigh

i'm over sex.
i dunno why.
been 3 weeks now?
bad when you can't recall
but yeah, no real interest.

ignite = epic
proud to call you my sister
my miming clown is all grown up
i miss drama

the performances
while i was quite envious of her

i was proud to see her on that stage

I met her friends; oh how shes changed

socially and all that

though they like me; like 99%
so that's all good

xbox dearest;

i want to punch you in the uterus

work mother fucker!

so glad to be back online

i missed those folks

nice to have someone with life experience to help you out

i rejoined a dynamis group
(no one will know that means)
all in all its like a 3 hour event that happens twice a week
20-45 people come to play co-op to blow shit up

kill various things and win shiny new gear for our characters

nerdy i know, but i'm quite the hardcore kid

Wednesday = Red Cliff
f.i.n.a.l.l.y!

I also succeeded in a aspect of life
Regardless that i may just be a stepping stone
But i manged to socialise the anti-social
Sharp wit became entertaining sarcasm

Dejan ftw.

I've been worn out.
Both physically and mentally

Everyone got into fights
Myself included
Then two people died
Not people i knew directly

So i found myself consoling

I don't mind it
Just need to somehow figure out how to deal with everything.

I want to hit someone in the face
I'm pretty sure i know who

i had a kick arse quote here;

though i got this thought in the back of my mind

that if i leave it here, it'll bring forth judgement day
don't judge me cause I'm superstitious

no fat chicks