Waste my time

I'm quite frankly at a loss.
it seems the one thing that would always make me happy.

last night made me more frustrated than ever.

i find myself unable to get over it.

I'm still angry now, and I'm forced into assignments.

I'm pissed off i seem to keep on disappointing people.

i don't want to, it just happens.

regardless how unreasonable peoples expectations seem to be.

my brain for some reason seems to back them up.

i don't want to change my life.

i want to keep on doing the things that make me happy.

but why must they all make the people i care about unhappy.

Swallow your pride and ego.