Road Trip

over all it was fun.

the way there was remotely awkward

me and libby still not knowing all that much about dan

and it's been a while since i talked with tim

but it was fun, we got lost

like all road trips

we saw ourselves leaving civilisation

from bustling cities to cows, paddocks and dirt

lots and lots of dirt

we hit a semi casino

the rsl club

and many fast food outlets

cause Warwick fails with entertainment

we hung out with mel's fam

watched movies

hit nature up for a few waterfalls

ate too much junk food

Saturday night was shit

i wanted to go home prematurely

it seems regardless of what i said

someone would have a go at me

digestive problems didn't help

stupid Warwick chicken satay

tim and dan were preoccupied to talked

so i sat on the couch away from everyone

thinking of who to text

after coming to the conclusion

the people i wanted to talk to were either

a) out of credit/never had it in the first place

b) dealing with shit of their own

i didn't bother and just started thinking

i've come to the conclusion that no one knows me

i mean in the sense i've never told someone 100% of the story

i guess in a sense it is a defensive mechanism

after all its the ones we hold close and tell things to

that generally do the most damage

it does have its negatives

but i know that people i hold close

like every other person in the world

myself included, is judgemental

we can not deny it, we are judgemental

some obviously more than others

still a lesson i learnt saturday

i'm glad my parents are ignorant when it comes to sexuality

i left my mobile in tims car so he and dan had to come back

we hung out in front of my house for a bit and talked

i'm glad dad didn't say anything;

i hate the: "If you associate with them, you'll become them" talks

Warwick is weird

everyone knows everyone

they hate city folks

appear to have never seen anyone who looks alternative

I saw dirt

many cows

"Wave Mountain"
Learnt a few lessons
Had laughs with two best friends i havent seen in ages
Became closer to people i didn't associate too much in high school

got groped and bitten by a man

and sang a little on the way home

a nice little adventure

now to catch up on uni
(n)