Solace

A quiet bus ride home. Only to be informed by my sister that the baby i spoke of in last blog had died. Word travels fast on facebook, it appears to be the new media source. The kids lung apparently collapsed, which resulted it suffocating while being breast-fed. My initial reaction one of 'La-la-la baby doesn't exist la-la-la i didn't even go to work today la-la-la still asleep'. As you can see i logically processed the event's and came up with the most mature reaction.

When i got to Christens i was 'distracted' and accidentally snobbed Glen. I felt bad so i stated i had a bad day, their response was so have we, so i told them what i happened. No one knew what to say, we were all just speechless about the topic and all happy with changing the subject. We didn't end up seeing the movie, which i was quite happy with. I instead ate my feelings that night in the form of a whole pizza, two brownies and some ice-cream. Om nom nom emotions.

Though i really don't want to talk about that anymore. I have seen my first dead body, it's not something to be proud of, but something i should be able to deal with especially if i intend on working within the Criminal Justice system. I guess i can get some solace out of the fact the baby looked peaceful.

In other news, i finally sorted things out with university. In about 2 minutes i will be withdrawing from a subject and only doing 3 subjects a semester. I also have driving lessons lined up for the next two weeks starting tomorrow. My saving has gone to waste, Dad had seen what i was doing and told me to keep the money, he intends on paying for my lessons. He said he wants me to take 20 initial lessons, i mean that's $900+; i really don't intend on taking 20 though. So now I'm going to call a friend, and nap excessively.