I am so tired. My parent's can get to me so badly. Today i was supposed to go to training. I can't find my uniform, mother has hidden it somewhere. Father goes into immediate bitch mode; why do you want to go today if you haven't gone in 15 days. Oh 15, who's counting, certainty i wasn't.
Ok maybe i was, it has been 9; so suck on that. I dislike going to training after not going to training. Oh, where were you? Oh you should've come anyway. Urgh.
I'll use the blood test and vaccination needles as an excuse, yeah my arm is still somewhat sore. I'll blow it out of proportion. I'm angry. I want to go to training and hit something. I would enjoy that very much so. I passed up on going to a friends house tonight so i could go to training. Maybe I'll nap who knows.
Today was rather decent. I overcame my fears, soon realising how pointless worrying is and proceeded with the task at hand. 3 hours of waiting. Blood tests, various swabs. It was the most awkward examination but i had a pretty epic nurse that swore and made me laugh during the whole thing which was nice. Dad came in for a shower when he got home; 'Did you have anything to eat, aside from nutella'. You have no idea what i do, what i keep from you, just so you can be happy father.
People who intrude on inside jokes, or just conversations with the ego to believe they are aware of what the discussion is about annoy me. It's pointless, find your own friends. If people are throwing a bunch of sentences, in what appears to be an illogical order they are either drunk or quoting something, the moment you make a blatant attempt at a plain joke in this sries of quotes, you become annoying, it's simply as that.
I've returned to the world of online gaming. I reinstalled on the weekend and went from there. I spent a good 2 hours catching up with a girl from NSW i used to play with. I was sad to hear that most of the people in our little online raiding group have left the game, i shouldn't be surprised i was one of the first to leave. The music was quite nostalgic and made me somewhat emotional.
Oh you silly little nerd, nice effort today though. Go team.
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