Sunday, July 18, 2010

You're going far, kid

I don't really want to write this blog because right now I'm just the host to a multitude of emotions all generally related to anger and frustration. So i was supposed to go to a birthday party last night, meet some new people and go clubbing and what not but didn't cause i had Glen crashing over.

To be honest i don't know if it was best not going to that party. I found out i was the topic of discussion as a friend of mine went there. I'm there sitting in the movie with a friend and I'm getting all these texts. I felt nauseous not by what was said but about the fact that we live in a world where if some random acquaintance says something about your friend you take that as a fact and don't even raise the situation with your friend.

I really don't want to deal with the situation any time soon because i''m just raging right now. I don't really care much for humanity at the moment and have realised why my friendship pool is slowly dwindling. I'm really fine with this, I'm just sick of peoples shit when I'm trying to live a simple enjoyable life.

rage, rage, rage.

In other news Glen and Karli crashed over Friday. It was nice just to chillax with friends. We watch some post-apocalypse movie. I didn't enjoy this because of the whole philosophical debate behind it. It appears i haven't dealt with my little phobia as well as i thought i had. Though i didn't say anything, my problems shouldn't be pressed onto my friends. So i sat through the movie.

The new Three Kingdoms movie wasn't that enjoyable, i found it alright because i enjoy Asian cinema but it just was a flawed movie. I've officially met the seven Poole children, it's feels like an accomplishment. Today i was told that I haven't been giving myself enough credit. This made me happy.

'Now dance fucker dance, man he really never had a chance and no one ever knew' - The Offspring.

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