Lost in Stereo

There was a time where my life was the movie to the song

Walls - Boys like Girls

But things have changed. I got a job. Don't get me wrong but I've changed as of late. I seem to have a knack for pissing people off. The arguments are petty if i told a random by stander I'm pretty sure i would have the moral high ground, I've also been in arguments consisting of more than one person and people have told me i was in the right so i dunno, I'm just tired a lot but we'll see how the holidays go.

Take a bow

Oh, how about a round of applause? Yeah, standing ovation?

Our literature tells us a fable of a pot and a kettle, where the pot accused the kettle of hypocrisy where as the idiom reveals that is was the pot who was the hypocrite.

I know, the start, Dejan and Rhianna, like what the fuck. It's not the end of the world, we'll not tonight anyway, gather and your windows and peer into the sky and you shall not see no skeletons riding flaming horses. It was just the best way to express my state of mind.

But enough of that, there are more pressing matters . So last Sunday Rove announced he would no longer host his show, which quite amusingly i almost cried during that night. I know is silly and sentimental, but it's like Pokemon. If we were aware that Pokemon was ending while we we're watching it or to what standard it would fall too, we would have shed tears as well. Rove has been a huge part of my life for the past few years, i recall it was the main topic during Wednesday access's during early high school. Me and my best friend at the time would always talk about the hilarity because Moland would bore us. I don't' know what to feel, like he was my hero and i am aware he has more important things in his life than pleasing me every Sunday and making me laugh (sounds kinky i know, but if only) but yeah i don't know how to take it, I'm gonna miss Rove, as much as i miss lunch times at school.

I'm working now, first time since like grade 11. It's my dream job. I work with one of my best friends, my manger is awesome and the people i work with are great. I work in Gametraders i literally work in a world where other people speak nerd, and they great up playing what i played and know why i play. It's amazing, its like a little cocoon in society where people just get along and no one bitches, sure there are egos but I'm a conceded bastard and i can hold my own. I'm happy I'm getting heaps of hours and I'm learning about the industry i want to break into while doing Uni because few people actually get to do a job they love, and I'm one of them.

Tomorrow I'm hanging I'm getting my tickets for Eurobeat, then seeing that with Karli on Friday night. It's long overdue and i need to make times to see other people but yeah I'll get that done sometime this year. I'm gonna write up a list of achievements for this holiday because i need some goals to achieve, working is nice it gives my life meaning and i like the flow of income but i need somethings to boost mentally.

I just spent the last hour with Kevin, its now 1am. Though Kevin is Kevin and he's grand. He's always good for a laugh and it's what i needed. Today's been average, work makes me tired, i nap after work but yeah i need it. I'm putting a Wii on layby on Saturday! Exciting stuff.

Svidaniya.

Grandeur

In 1560, Nobunaga Oda defeated the forces of Yoshimoto Imagawa at the battle of Okehazama changing the fate of Japan forever.

In 1893 Charles Strite invented the pop-up toaster, changing breakfast forever.

In 1928 Walter Dieme invented bubble gum, changing childhoods forever.

In 1993 a group called the Backstreet Boys formed, and changed the face of music for Generation Y forever.

In 1995 the Mighty Morphin' Power Rangers aired, changing the face of awesome forever.

On 30/06/1997, the Harry Potter and the Philosophers Stone was released changing children's imaginations forever.

19 May 2005 George Lucas's Saga was complete with the Australian release date of Star Wars Episode Three: Revenge of the Sith, which changed the world forever in the regards that nerds finally had something more enjoyable than internet porn; forever.

September 8th, 1998 the world fell in love with a 10 year old named Ash Ketchum and a yellow electric rodent called Pikachu, changing the world for ever.

Nov 4th, 2008 the people voted Barack Obama the 44th president of the United States, changing the face of democracy forever.

On the 13/11/2009; pale white kid completes first year of uni.

Victory on many front's.
Life is grand.

Doviđenja

Apt

I think I'm ready for my legal foundations exam tomorrow. It's my last, my hardest, my most terrifying. For the past two days I've literally state down and not left my room until i have gone through the material i felt i needed to go through the exam. For a man that doesn't study spending 8 hours straight reading and writing is unnatural. Though, what must be done, must be done.

I'm worrying about the essay question, because its random so i can't really prepare for it. I've come to realise a few things so i guess its time to ponder. The notion of work worries me in the sense that i think i eliminates the fun from you. Once you theories its because you're most likely gonna deal with people that you don't get along with, hence you become frustrated, you spend too long at your place of work and you become tired. I don't really want to become 'less fun', granted i know ill have to mature at some stage, but something likes like sexual innuendo's i think I'm gonna keep those up as long as i have the capability to pee standing up, perhaps even beyond that time; stating 'that's what she said' to my grandchildren seems like a delightful idea.

Relationships; to be quite frank at our age people are taking them far to seriously. I've found myself distancing from people that devote their entire life to one person. I'm not saying it's stupid but illogical perhaps? If we're going to be 'friends' i would like you on call and have the ability to hang out, and by hang out i don't mean i want to be your third wheel. Also if you intend on giving your all to this person, don't expect me to pick you up if it fall's apart, it's a logical choice. I see more and more of my friends going into the cycle and my stomach churns at the notion that one day i could be this conceded. Sure i get a partner is superior to friends in some regards but i just don't think i could just rely on one person, even in regards of marriage, i don't just want to be stuck at work and then at home, i mean like i still want to have friends and have fun.

Lately I've been happier, because I've been setting goals. They've been minute goals but i have been accomplishing them non the less. The new theory is if you have no goal for the day or the week, you have nothing to be be happy about because you have nothing to achieve, unless you get some surprise, so perhaps more goals for the holidays?

Vida parayunnu

Acrimony

This is everything i need to know for ONE question
On my exam on friday

Purpose of the acts interpretation act
Extrinsic material
Intrinsic material
Long title v short title of an act
Preambles
Headings to parts, divisions, etc of an act
Marginal Notes
Commencement of acts
Acts silent as to commencement
Date of assent or proclamation
Time of commencement of act
Retrospectively
Power of the Australian government to act retrospectively
Syntactical presumptions
Ejusdem Generis
Rebuttal of ejusdem generis
Noscitur a sociis
An act is to be read as a whole rule
Dictionaries rules
Interpretation provisions
Miscellaneous Act interpretation act provisions
Gender rules
Number rules
Body corporate rules
Measurement of time rules
Legal assumptions
General approaches to statutory interpretation
The literal rule
The golden rule
The mischief rule
Ascertainment of purpose and object
The operations of section 15AA and s14A
Relationship with the mischief rule
Permitted use of s15AA and s14A

vs

What she has to know for a 'career'

French acrylic
French Gel
Gel Toes
Pedicures

If she bitches on facebook one more time;
I will smite her

Tot ziens

Chipper

i found it.

It was sex that i was needing, it was training. As of late my blogs as been quite bitter, but I'm doing better now. There are three components of training that i had overlooked. meditation. prayer. strenuous and rigorous exercise. I feel better now, once again the opinions of others seem worthless, i doubt feel that great about this weekend, cause i won't be going to training on the account of my exam on Friday. Though freedom is but a few days away.

So i went back to the doctors, missed out on some vaccinations during school, so i need to get immunised. I was worried, i was expecting a 'oh sorry we got your blood tests mixed up, you really are HIV+' or something along those lines but as usual things are never as bad as you expect. Lauren picked me up, like usual we got lost, it was an adventure. I had to reschedule my appointment so we wondered and and got food to kill time. I got in, got my injection. My doctor called me a whore. That made my day. I got a lecture on sexual safety, though the way she said it, she practically stated i shouldn't go around hyped up on drugs and alcohol and fuck strangers in dark alleyways. I love how even people with a uni grade education and years of real life experience still do not hesitate to jump to conclusions.

Facebook. God once stated, all uni students must abide by this doctrine. join. conform. worship. First of all I'm not so happy with the new streaming function, because i have joined more groups that i would have normally. Lately the groups i see people join are getting more and more stupid. I find it ironic people that don't go to uni are joining uni related sites, though i guess people are unhappy with their life choices and still seek to conform.

I can't seem to study for my legal foundations exam. It's my most horrid subject. Tomorrow I'm going to go give you tv, youtube, msn, facebook, myspace and even blogspot. There is that much work to go through and memorise by friday. So today is my last day of freedom pretty much. Thanks for the comments from people, it's appreciated to know that someone out there is actually paying attention when you have a breakdown.

zai jian再见.

Acerbity

I don't know why I'm angry, why little things that used to be insignificant just frustrate me soo much as of late, my hypothesis is probably cause I'm not getting laid so i have to look for an outlet in some other form.

Last night was good, for the most part. Good to see friends, epic battle with 7 year old, though i wasn't in the mood for a party, and i think it showed. Today wasn't grand either, just video gaming and talking with my sister. I just wanted to hit someone, I'm finding people intolerable even online, I'm sick of hearing about men bitch, granted it's what I'm doing now, but if you play video games, you do it for fun, you don't do it and bitch about someones inferiority, i mean like you're literally slaying dragons with a mouse and a couple of keyboard commands. Granted there is more to online gaming like that but i don't think the people that read this could or would even attempt to comprehend it so I'm simplifying so this doesn't turn into another 4 page rant like the previous one.

I have training tonight, i don't want to go. I'm going to have to take the warm up, which is something i really really can't be fucked doing right now. I've been trying to do what society claims ever man should do so I'm suppressing my rage, it's given me a migraine, thank you society. I heart you (not really).

I was planning on today's blog to be a cherry little one with all my intentions for the grand holidays, but no. I dread having to start studying for legal foundations, tomorrow i have to get vaccinations, i hate needles, i knew skipping out out school shots would catch up to me. I'm gonna go take drugs, regardless they may be just standard pain relief medication, but why face your problems when coles comes with little pills that can just make it all go away, kids taking unnecessary drugs; another one of societies strong points.

i'm still alive, but i'm barely breathing.
auf wiedersehen.