Acerbity

I don't know why I'm angry, why little things that used to be insignificant just frustrate me soo much as of late, my hypothesis is probably cause I'm not getting laid so i have to look for an outlet in some other form.

Last night was good, for the most part. Good to see friends, epic battle with 7 year old, though i wasn't in the mood for a party, and i think it showed. Today wasn't grand either, just video gaming and talking with my sister. I just wanted to hit someone, I'm finding people intolerable even online, I'm sick of hearing about men bitch, granted it's what I'm doing now, but if you play video games, you do it for fun, you don't do it and bitch about someones inferiority, i mean like you're literally slaying dragons with a mouse and a couple of keyboard commands. Granted there is more to online gaming like that but i don't think the people that read this could or would even attempt to comprehend it so I'm simplifying so this doesn't turn into another 4 page rant like the previous one.

I have training tonight, i don't want to go. I'm going to have to take the warm up, which is something i really really can't be fucked doing right now. I've been trying to do what society claims ever man should do so I'm suppressing my rage, it's given me a migraine, thank you society. I heart you (not really).

I was planning on today's blog to be a cherry little one with all my intentions for the grand holidays, but no. I dread having to start studying for legal foundations, tomorrow i have to get vaccinations, i hate needles, i knew skipping out out school shots would catch up to me. I'm gonna go take drugs, regardless they may be just standard pain relief medication, but why face your problems when coles comes with little pills that can just make it all go away, kids taking unnecessary drugs; another one of societies strong points.

i'm still alive, but i'm barely breathing.
auf wiedersehen.