Chipper

i found it.

It was sex that i was needing, it was training. As of late my blogs as been quite bitter, but I'm doing better now. There are three components of training that i had overlooked. meditation. prayer. strenuous and rigorous exercise. I feel better now, once again the opinions of others seem worthless, i doubt feel that great about this weekend, cause i won't be going to training on the account of my exam on Friday. Though freedom is but a few days away.

So i went back to the doctors, missed out on some vaccinations during school, so i need to get immunised. I was worried, i was expecting a 'oh sorry we got your blood tests mixed up, you really are HIV+' or something along those lines but as usual things are never as bad as you expect. Lauren picked me up, like usual we got lost, it was an adventure. I had to reschedule my appointment so we wondered and and got food to kill time. I got in, got my injection. My doctor called me a whore. That made my day. I got a lecture on sexual safety, though the way she said it, she practically stated i shouldn't go around hyped up on drugs and alcohol and fuck strangers in dark alleyways. I love how even people with a uni grade education and years of real life experience still do not hesitate to jump to conclusions.

Facebook. God once stated, all uni students must abide by this doctrine. join. conform. worship. First of all I'm not so happy with the new streaming function, because i have joined more groups that i would have normally. Lately the groups i see people join are getting more and more stupid. I find it ironic people that don't go to uni are joining uni related sites, though i guess people are unhappy with their life choices and still seek to conform.

I can't seem to study for my legal foundations exam. It's my most horrid subject. Tomorrow I'm going to go give you tv, youtube, msn, facebook, myspace and even blogspot. There is that much work to go through and memorise by friday. So today is my last day of freedom pretty much. Thanks for the comments from people, it's appreciated to know that someone out there is actually paying attention when you have a breakdown.

zai jian再见.