Eleemosynary

I'm gonna help out a eleemosynary cause with Karli this weekend.

A very masculine afternoon.
Watched Ellen and The View with dad.

(y)

Wasn't long till we get to arguing.
I am sick of this conversation.

"You can be what ever you want to be.
As long as you figure it out in the next 7 months"

I am 18.
I have no fucking idea.

He tried to reword it so it seemed lenient.
He talked for an hour.

I sat there;
grunting.

sighing.
and making that 'mmm' sound.

Stop bringing Anghel into the conversations.
So what he did a criminology degree.
I AM NOT GOING TO BE HIM.
ever.

It just pisses me off.
Part of me just wants to drop out of Uni to see his head explode.
Then he goes onto;
"If you want to be a police officer, drop out and do the course"
If i ever mentioned it, I'd get crucified.
If i take his advice I'll get crucified.
Along with "That's not what i meant"

Certain People enrage me a little.
Those that don't know what Uni is like.
And claim to do.

I want to do things my way.
If i need advice, I'll ask.
I ask a lot surprisingly.

Training in about half a hour.
Will he be there?
Apologising in a public place is a smart idea.
If you don't accept you're the bad guy.
Though he won't be there.
I know it.

I'm not in the mood for it.
Got to type up my mini-oral tonight.
I don't want to spend 2 hours with him tomorrow.
If i hit him, regardless how arrogant he is.
I'll get kicked out of uni.

Oh i got a message from her.
She's out of hospital.
That made me happy.
Lets hope tonight goes well.