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Were through the looking glass here people.

Yesterday night was memorable to say the least. I lost faith in a best friend and through everything i gained faith in a old friend that I'm gonna be spending a lot of time with.

Disclaimer:
Grammer mistakes are due to over-drinking last night and lack of sleep.

What can i say about last night.
I don't know.
I've come to realise that it is time to grow up, we don't live in the Utopia our parents have tried to create for us, nothing can shield us now. Neverland is but all to far away at this point.

I'm scared, I just can't believe what everyone went through, my mind is still trying to block it out but i still freak out every time i read one of my sisters blogs.

I know now i don't have the power over peoples thoughts, emotions and actions.
Oh how i wish i did. Life is too scary when all you can do is tell someone that it'll get better.

Thank you everyone who came. The cuddles were nice.
God it was hard letting certain people seeing me cry.

I don't think I'll be drinking for a long time.
I don't think I'll arrange another party for a much longer time.
Never again will i skull tequila or rum.

Thank you Flick and Kevin for brightening up my morning.
It was very much appreciated.

I know I'll eventually have to come with terms with what happened last night. Then deal with my own issues, then make sure someone doesn't go down that track.

I'm glad that were all pretty much a fair bit closer;

I didn't want it to be because of this.