Numb

This house is an empty void echoing with the neighbours Chris Brown albums.

I feel somewhat better.
I slept for about 3 hours.
Stayed in bed for 6 though.
I've put on a facade.
My hangover passed long ago.
But I can't bring myself to tell anyone what happened.

I do not hear a single sound in my house.
I have not talked to anyone today.

Lie.
5.26pm it all changed.

I scared her.
I'm sorry.
I hugged her.
Told her i loved her.
And the tears came straight away.
I went from being Numb to Crying.

All i can do is tell her it'll eventually get better.
And try to catch her when she falls.

Thank you who ever you were that talked me out of calling her last night at midnight, that would have just sent her over the edge.

Now I think I'll start that stupid assignment.