Monday, August 10, 2009

Re:Period of Indifference

Quite the original title, wouldn't you say.
The first part of this blog will be dedicated to a certain someone.
Then i shall go on to expand on the majority and what not.

Dearest Chum;
You've always been awkward in conversations.
It's what makes talking to you all that much more fun.
Because you can not have a normal mainstream conversation
That consists on how was your day,& then slowly expanding on it.
If you do attempt to change, i will punch you in the uterus.

It's not really a period of indifference in my opinion.
Its the mindless drowning on uni work.
Uni while it may be a great experience and what not.
It is a black hole that drains your emotions.
I've come to the conclusion that i always appear disgruntled.
Especially on public transport; or in Queen Street.
I don't mean to look at people displeased.
Its like a facial twitch.
I don't even know why i do it.
I'll do it even if I've had a great day.

It's just university life;
It's probably the reason why adults never look happy.


Side note:
My dreams of being a criminal profiler = fail.
Talked with a guest lecturer today.
He said one can't make that career in Australia.
So I have to rethink my degree.

Truth of the world

Everyone is two faced.
I don't mean this as a criticism.
Mealy as a observation.
Sure we all recall two faced people in fights.
We don't acknowledge it as a social construct.

I refer to my 'split-personality'.
I know it exist, i am fine with it.
Sometimes we play sudoku together.
I just want to know if everyone is aware of their one.
How it differs from you're everyday self.
I think when i have conversations with someone.
It may be a emotional one or just a good conversation.
The next day the person will contradict what they stand for.
I know who you are, looking at me sighing defectively.
I am aware i do it to.

So i purpose a question to you;
Who is your split-personality and what is their agenda?

2 comments:

  1. Why can't you make a career out of it here? We have criminals that need profiling, surely?
    If you want to do that, then do it. x

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  2. Australia doesn't reconize the criminal profiling. I'd have to do a course in the US and even then i wouldnt get 'official' reconition.

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