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Today was something, university was university. I struggled to get up, to wake up. I was reluctant to go to uni, i got bored and almost fell asleep in 2/3 tutorials, constantly yawning (always seemed to be at the point where the tutor would look at me).

I did something i set out to do a while ago. It was a meager goal if a goal at all. It was really a challenge to my ego from a friend. She stated she had a winning rate of 50% on solitaire, i was somewhat crushed by what was 27% or so. So i declared i would catch up to her and overtake her. One month and 260 games of mobile solitaire i have done it, i have achieved my 50% winning ratio. I was a little smug, after all it was something i was working towards. So i updated Facebook (Karli Fletcher, don't judge me).

One thing surprised me, someone told me my status was brilliant and asked if she could replicate it. I revisited it, and i was kind of like, wow that's actually somewhat poetic.

'A task, regardless how tiny, once accomplished is still an achievement'. - Dejan Tomasovic.

I had to reorganise itunes, for some reason it refilled my list with pretty much ever and any song i have ever played on the computer. I had to go and delete 300+ songs but oh well. I think I'm going try and become a little bit more goal orientated. I still need to write my list of goals. I think I'll do that tomorrow. I have my meeting with a careers guidance counsellor. I'm frightened. I don't know why, it's illogical. This person is supposed to inform me on possible career paths.

I think my fear stems from the fact that what if i don't like the job I intend on getting with my justice degree? What do i do then? Obviously i would probably have to go back to university, i would cry a fair bit too. I have some idea on how it's going to turn out, in the long run or possibly even short run I'll have have to talk to unit coordinator's. I don't know, i don't like talking to people about gigantic life decisions, especially if i don't know the person that well.

Hey Dejan?
What Mr Conscience?
Would you like a nice glass of harden the fuck up?
Sure!

Well you get the general idea. So now I'm going to focus on my next goal, start my final assignment. I hate memorandums. The goal of tonight is to finish off the research for my assignment, so i can start writing it tomorrow. While watching Juno, which is somewhat horrifying but a decent movie non the less.

'If one advances confidently in the direction of his dreams, and endeavours to live the life which he has imagined, he will meet with a success unexpected in common hours.' - Henry David Thoreau.