Woosa

I'm calm, relax I've done ranting. As of late I've seemed to piss a few people off. Fair few occasions it was a double sided thing. I've decided to get over it pretty fast i mean whats the point. If i mope around all day my life won't achieve anything. Yesterday i learnt something about friendship. You know yourself that you are willing to go out of your way to help a friend out, yesterday i learnt that i have a few friends that are willing to do the same for me.

One of those people is Lauren. I told Lauren what happened, she comforted me, she made me laugh. She thought the fact that i was fuming over what some fat girl i went to school with that serves no purpose in my life; the realisation of this made me laugh out loud in return. Lauren called me 15 minutes later and told me to come outside, i didn't know why, i was somewhat anxious. It turns out Lauren had driven to my house to give me comfort Brownies. Oh we laughed, and I'm grateful to have a friend like her, and quite frankly many others.

Work was something today. We had to tackle what i call 'Mount Preplayed'. It was a process that seemed to go on longer than the extended versions of the Lord of the Rings movies. I had a lot of fun working with Michael. We speak the same language, we think the same. We set tasks and we complete them. Today we managed to organise all the games in the store within a hour; a task we anticipated would take much longer. He told me he liked working with me because i got things done. I dunno what happened, i saw what he was attempting to do and i replicated, before i knew it the work was done. After Natalie showed up and we laughed a bit me and Michael went out back to deal with a sum of 180 games or so. We spent a hour working, we went through maybe 60% of the games. It was a gruelling process and it was driving me insane, we still laughed about it non the less. We got coffee to motivate us. Then Michael started mocking my vagina because i got heart-congestion's. I'm pretty sure he spiked it in a effort to render me unconscious so he could have his way with me. After all the whole time he was giving me pet names which he alternated with insults just to keep things fresh. One thing i can count on Michael for is sound logical advice, he's a realist so i find it quite easy to talk to him about things.

I'm going on 3 hours of sleep and caffeine, needless to say I'll be crashing pretty soon. I had to work an extra 2 hours which i did not anticipate. This meant one thing, i wasn't going to finish my assignment tonight. This is the first assignment in my university degree that i won't be handing in on time. The worst thing is that I'm somewhat ok with it. Trust me i do have a underlying sense of shame about it. I've come to realise that I'll lose 10%. When you think 10% you think oh god, when you realise that it's only 3/30 marks you wonder if it's worth it. I've come to realise that i have a low sense of self-belief when it comes to uni. I was pondering whether it was worth it because i didn't think i would get more than 15. There actually is a chance i might do better than that. I'll spend all of tomorrow doing it, and tonight (as much as i can before i pass out).

Something also happened yesterday, out of no where after i finished work a friend who i have not spoken to in well 11 months or so called me. He wanted to reconnect, we spent half a hour or so chatting on the phone. We're hanging out Wednesday and he's invited me to the vale on Friday so i can formally meet his girlfriend. It's strange how things work out. Time does really test everything, i guess you lose some friends, you gain some friends, but there are just people that stick by you. I'm also quite excited that I'll be spending time with Ms Fletcher once again. She's roped me into save the world event. Quite frankly i love her for it, there aren't that many people out there that are instigating change, and i am quite honoured that she would invite me to join such causes. We're not going to be solving problems in the middle east or removing Mugabe from power, but it's an event that could save someones life, even ones enough.

'Revenge loves company, three makes it a crowd' - You me at six.